What if you knew you were lying to yourself and you couldn't bring yourself to the truth? Would you go on living that lie or try to force the truth out ( Read more... )

That is all i have to say... i am tired of trying to plan for a wedding and pay all the bills...it bites...our wedding is going to cost around $7000 and we have no clue on how to get that much which sucks. We would try to get a loan but the problem with that is we have the worst credit in the world...anyone have any ideas,any at all would help? ( Read more... )

Hi all sorry i never post anything most of the time i am too tired and to busy cleaning to write. I have been extremely stressed and i am losing my hair, and i can't stand it. My parents are sick, i belive my mom has a respiratory infection and she won't go see a doctor which means everyone else is getting sick.I miss seeing all my friends, We miss ( Read more... )

Ok life has really sucked the past two weeks. My family has had a rough time....if you really want to know ask later.... me and noah haven't had anytime to ourselves and it is really bringing our relationship to crappy mode. My parents have no clue on what the hell they are doing and have no idea that they have 5 kids to think about as well ( Read more... )

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WTF! Where can we find $15,000? Anybody? Please? Input below in comments.

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Hello everybody. I hope everyone had a great spring break (those who had one anyway). I am loving the snow and i wish is would continue in the storm of a blizzard right now. I don't have alot to say other than Noah talked to my mom last night to get permission to marry me and all she told him was " What do you think?" then she told him "it's kinda ( Read more... )

Hey all i am sitting at home with my little sisters staying the night. My dad had a mild heart attack tonight. It hasn't even been two weeks since he got out of surgery for the first one. At least this time he had his nitro with him. And a good thing he didn't have to take three or i would be sitting at the hospital again right now. It worries me ( Read more... )

I just want to say that life is a B@#ch to the smith family in february. Don't ask. No sleep for 2 days sucks. Sorry noah but you need to sleep at the apartment tonight. Zach anytime your in town and you can't find a place to stay ( as if you don't) your always welcome. Its going to stink without you around, but life holds its own tale. I don't ( Read more... )