i hate my parents so much right now..i want to runaway from here so bad i dont care where to just away. i want to hang myself at school tomorrow. i want to see you but i cant. i want to live with my cousin. i want nury to feel better. so many things to want so many things that you cant have. i wish the sun would never rise and we could all live in ( Read more... )

haha what a fucking dork i am. anyway im bored as hell and yea i would be happy if someone, anyone would liven up the mood and smack my ass..do i have any takers? fucking retard i know... mark <3

bhava did...and i have to admit it was pleasent..i think were cool now..but i dont wanna get my hopes up...we'll see what happens when we get back to school ( Read more... )

so i caught up with everyones journal...now im off to the beach to brown myself in the sun

so i havent written an entry in awhile so here goes...my break has been going lovely...im at the beach everyday and hopefully i wont comeback home with a sick tan because i dont like it when i come out purple in pictures....heh...whatever i miss lots of you ...muah thats it no drama or anything for once.

p.s. i love it here

i know ima freak its cool though

hey i finally saw steffi today..yey. after like...oh man i havent seen her in a long time i dont even remember whens the last time i saw her whoa O_o

i fucking miss you steffi...holla back...oh yea...mark<3

i feel bad. its going to get back at me since it always does i cant help but think that this whole situation is going to go bad because of one little thing..ill try and not get my hopes up

i cant go to the finch show with mark ...because my mom said..."no thats bad you cant do anything on that day because holy week is only one time out of the year, and we need to take that into consideration and thank god...your plans are that weekend to go to church with me...thats it" yea the show is on good friday... dammit...