So, I'm 18...and this has been the worst birthday of my life. Seriously, nothing is going right anymore and I hate it. I'm so upset right now that I probably shouldn't be writing but fuck it. As Krystle says, "I do what I want". Of course, she does also call me Crazy Lady. So, considering the source...

everything is just not happening like I thought ( Read more... )

...I don't care if you dye your hair, you'll always be a little red-headed bitch.

<3 Something Corporate <3 He can be my garage band king anyday.

So....I FUCKING GRADUATED.

Yeah, that was sooo called for.

So, Ken wanted a detailed description of my masturbation habits but I can't make him too happy. I will share that not doing it for 3 days due to ( Read more... )

Okay, so, it's been a really really really long time. Sorry Sarah! At least I am getting to it. It's weird to look back on this and not remember why I wrote some of the things I did. Whatevah ( Read more... )

I love days off from school...and snow. Winter snow makes the cold all worth it. Not that 50's and 60's is that cold ( Read more... )

So, Christmas, yeah...it was okay. The fam wasn't as bad as usual. I'm watching Beauty and the Geek. This show makes me really happy knowing I'm smarter (much smarter) than the girls and possess tons more social skills than the boys ( Read more... )

wow...so, at work I got my Christmas Bonus (as Adam calls it), all $23.09 of it. Whoo! I can buy myself...a book...a cd...7/8 of an itunes card...whatever. Everything costs too much nowadays ( Read more... )

I seriously started crying on the highway when I heard this song.

I just don't even know lately. I don't mean to sound so emo about everything lately but I can't help it. Everything and everyone is fucked and I'm no different.

I wish I were a better person because, honestly, I regret half the things that come out of my mouth lately.

( Alyssa lies everday at school )

Life is too stressful. Work sucks and school sucks and home sucks. I wish there was just one day when there wasn't all this pressure. It would be nice ( Read more... )

I feel really lame. I just took one of those "Does he like you?" quizzzes ( Read more... )

Senior semi last night. It was muy aburrido at first but it was so much fun after a bit ( Read more... )