things are grand. i start work monday, and i'm super excited and nervous. i'm getting used to being back in houston, and i've been spending my days with some pretty fly people. i'm still running like a freak and trying not to die in this awful heat in the process. um, i think that's about all. i'm a bore, but i'm liking it that way. hope you're ( Read more... )

my summer is a confusing mess, but there's plenty of good times to balance out the bad. fantastic friends and lots of alcohol counteract anything, i've learned. oh yes, i can't forget the impact that running has on my sanity, because, literally, it's my one constant.

i really despise alot of aspects of my life right now.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINSEY!!!!!!!

you're my happiness and sanity, and i'm so glad i get to spend time with such a wonderful lady.

this is really not the way i envisioned my life to be after college.

i officially graduated last week. the weekend was filled with lindsey, moving, being sick, drinking way too much, being sick some more, moving/packing some more, and sleeping on hotel balconies. fantastic good times. graduation was boring, but i expected nothing more. i didn't trip on stage, so the horrific high school incident didn't turn into a ( Read more... )

my last final is tomorrow morning, and i graduate friday afternoon. i should be studying and packing, but i've done relatively little of both. i feel so old. i'm terrified. i really do appreciate the support and confidence people have been throwing my way, but i haven't been able to talk myself into not worrying constantly ( Read more... )

my uncle died today.
my brother ran off the road and into a light pole this weekend.

I'M SO TIRED OF BAD THINGS HAPPENING. people get what they don't deserve.

it's just not fair, and it's so hard.

so, i've been getting these horrible sick feelings at random times during the day. my head starts burning up, i feel nauseous, and it's very sudden and intense. it's a big drag, and i really wish it would stop. today, for example, i'm about to make a presentation, and, suddenly, i feel my lunch wanting to surface. now, it's obvious i'm not shy or a ( Read more... )