this has got to stop

[dirtytomato]

Okay. I cannot, cannot devote my summer to playing video games. Cannot. I have a bike, a pool, a nice river that's withing walking distance to get be out and about. Somethings I've enjoyed doing summer's past B.W.O.W. (Before WoW). I justify hours of play because it keeps me from spending money on things like movies, music, shopping, and dining.

Comments

[oni85]

what is a dirty book?

[dirtytomato]

http://www.dirty.org/forums/showthread.php?t=4773

[usaku]

Pshaw. You say that like there are people out there who don't have flaws or insecurities.

[dirtytomato]

Yeah, but I think mine are more evident than others. You've seen me, you know me, for better or for worse, and so having reflected on myself I have too many flaws, physical and personality-wise to ever be marriage material.

[invidscrim]

I'll see you flaws and insecurities and raise you anxieties, complexes and depression. :P

[dirtytomato]

Oh believe me, I got all those and can raise the stakes too. :p

[xcheeseman]

Speaking for myself, I don't want some "perfect" girl who doesn't have any flaws or insecurities.

[dirtytomato]

Well there's perfect in the "perfect body, face, hair, smile, et cetera" kind of way, and there's perfect in the "we're made for each other" kind of way. I don't think either apply to myself because I've never felt as though I've got the qualities a guy is looking for in a companion.

[xcheeseman]

You're too hard on yourself and you know it. Besides, everyone whose single gets kinda depressed and weddings.

[dirtytomato]

I'm hard on myself because I need to be. I've been rejected countless of times, more often than not... and when it happens, I ask myself why I let my hopes up.