so i leave for europe tomorrow with sangeeta for 30 days. i'm nervous and excited and probably won't be able to sleep tonight despite the pills i already took. I snuck in my carton of cigarettes and i really hope my mom doesn't sneak back in to my suitcase and find them. then i'd be fucked. i can't believe this trip is really happening. I have ( Read more... )

so in june me and sangeeta are going to europe. then in july i start my americorps experience in montana!!! for a year!! wooooo!!

i applied to americorps. i applied for like 10 different programs all over the country. i have a phone interview tomorrow and another one on friday ( Read more... )

so after the date, meaning today, i texted this douche to be like oh hey that was fun. no text back. hours passed. no text back ( Read more... )

so i totally had a date tonight with a dude i met on okcupid ( Read more... )

it's my birthday but it doesn't feel like it. I'm sick, and i have to go to work today. Not very birthday-ish.

but i'm grateful that beverly hills 90210 is on.

i'm so sad. i feel desperate and pathetic. i keep calling rob even though we're not together. i broke up with him, but i'm the fucking creep who keeps calling him. i wish i could delete him from my life or just forget, but i can't. because he refuses to speak to me, it makes me call/text him even more. this is how i am and i hate it.

got drunk, ate a burrito, got home, now watching dawson's creek. i love it!
aiight, back to joey and dawson

i'm watching fools rush in and wishing that i had something better to do. i bought a wii but i'm already bored of it. and i have lots of stuff tivoed but i just can't seem to get the drive to commit to watching anything. a lot has happened since school ended. i'm working two jobs, have lots of cash money, and go shopping all the time. i've ( Read more... )

i met a guy. he's cute and smart, has a job, has graduated from college, and he thinks i'm funny. i know he likes me too because our mutual friend told me. but now i feel like such a loser/bugaboo. last night i was in berkeley with sangeeta and i wanted to see him, and i called him three times within 4 hours. it's not that bad, but still, i ( Read more... )