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[dirtywings]

just realised i have way too many people on my friends list--i dont ever read ALL the entries--but most of them have me as a friend so i feel almost responsible to have them lol (how fucked up is that

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[fullcollapse]

yeah. the cutting thing. i know. the only people ive really met that cut just do it so they can brag about it. i hate it. i cant find anyone like me thats not exactly proud of it.

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[dirtywings]

i'm not proud of it, you just found one. i just recently got to the point where i can actually discuss it.

the communities weren't helping so i elimanted them, easy as that.

[fullcollapse]

i can talk about it.. its just not something ill go up to any person and talk to about.

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[dirtywings]

most of the people i had to talk to about it though it would hurt them or they were trying to fix me (therapist) and it was just something i wasn't proud of and felt i shouldnt discuss....

[embryomystic]

You can take me off if you want to. I mean, I read your entries, but I don't want to clutter up your friends page. *shrugs* If you're trimming down, I volunteer to be the first to go.

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[dirtywings]

lol no that's okay...it wasn't a hint to people :) i still read your posts generally. i was just making an observation :) i like to leave people who have me as friends simply because if i DO do a friends only post, i want them to be able to see it...y'know?

thanks though lol

Thoughts

[sylvan]

I believe that you added me to yours, and I finally realized that and then added you to mine. I believe we connected over male faeries. Love your picture btw, (I'm always looking for good pics of male faeries, but I see so very few) We also are both queer w/ boyfriends. I used to cut some when I was much younger, and I was never proud of it, but it certainly had been a cry for help. We seem to have opposite problems with food. I enjoy reading your journal, and while we are very not close (at least now) I would love to have the opportunity to get know each better through our writing. To be frank, it is wonderful to meet a member of the GLBT community who has a serious relationship (poly or not)I know that they are out there, I just never meet folks in strong relationships, and I find it a little sad soemtimes. Just thought I would sound off for once and let you know I'm here and actually paying attention.

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[dirtywings]

i was just saying that last night! about male faeries--i finally found one on google that i liked (the user pic) but i want more ...if you find any good ones let me know...i wanted a new look on the journal and wanted faeries, so i found faeries

one more thing

[dirtywings]

you may wanna check out (hell you may already) my mirror journal as well...it's a lot darker and more about the cutting and stuff, but it's a part of who i am too, it doesn't get as much postage (which isn't saying much with how sporadically i've been posting lately but i think i'm back now)...and you may not wanna go that far into my psyche ;) but thought i'd just bring it to your attention (again...i had posted it in my journal)

bloodiedangel

that's where most of my poetry goes too.

[pinkspirit]

hey.. im still here
*waves myellow*

love tash