I've been in Texas for 7 months, and whenever I check the time, I still convert it back to PST and wonder what everyone back home is doing. It's 1:30 am here, 11:30 pm there. Who's asleep, who's awake? Which of my friends would I be with right now? Would I be at home in my room, at a friend's house, at Quickly? Would I be driving down Beach Blvd., ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm missing something, but what? Sometimes I think it's just my life. That I'm missing my life. Which is, of course, ridiculous, seeing as I'm sitting here writing in this journal, complaining about missing something I obviously have ( Read more... )

In August 2011, I moved to Arlington, TX from La Puente, CA. It was a three hour flight. I live with my girlfriend, Ann, and her parents. I quit my job in Irvine, CA in July 2011 as I prepared to leave for Texas. I hated my job by the time I quit, but made some great friends while I was there that I try to stay in contact with. I also mailed over a ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm disappointing a lot of people right now. I keep making wrong choices, or things I set out to do don't live up to their expectations, or I just don't hit the mark as well as I should. I feel like the last month or so has been one big lesson on failure. I need to somehow dig myself out of this hole. Maybe I just need someone to hand ( Read more... )

I just worked on 5 pages of a screenplay after not touching one in over two months. It feels good. Too good. I don't want to stop. Ever ( Read more... )

Last couple of nights I've had a nightmare about a serial killer. They weren't the same nightmare, but they both involved the serial killer. And they were both terrifying. I'd wake up disoriented, my heart pounding. And it's not that the killer's close to killing me, at least not in both of them. I think he was in the first one and it was the ( Read more... )

Just got a call from a number I didn't recognize, so I picked it up and said hello. No response, and the they hung up. Not one to leave things like that alone, I call the number back and it's a company I was applying to ( Read more... )

Your unique dominant Merchant Capacity Set causes you to rely on the following strategies for success and fulfillment:

Your cornerstone core capacity is Inspiration. You are committed to giving and receiving inspiration in all its forms. You are constantly working to know and understand the truth about yourself and others.

Your commitment to ( Read more... )

Okay.

Screw getting a job.

Just somebody give me a damn interview!

*thunk*thunk*thunk*thunk*thunk* <---sound of one's head banging against desk.

Getting back into the habit of writing starts with the small things. Like writing "witty" and strange status updates on facebook ( Read more... )