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post number forty-four
so i am back!!! i don't know if any of my old friends that used to read my journal are still around. i hope everyone is doing well.
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post number forty three
today im at work, not wanting to be here. i would much rather be at home warm under a blanked watching a movie. oh well. tomorrow is RC's birthday. i guess we are not doing anything really exciting. vegas is this weekend coming up. man it kind of came all of a sudden. the year is almost over, i cant almost believe that 2008 is almost gone. its been ( Read more... ) -
post number forty two
so halloween was fun. RC and i dressed up as devils. we made our own tails which was really cool. i drank too much vodka. luckily i did not have a hangover, unlike RC, hehehe!!! the following day was awesome!!! RC, my mom and lilttle ju-ju (my little brother's baby) went to the zoo. it was so cool to see the excitement in ju-ju's eyes!!! i wish i ( Read more... ) -
post number fourty-one
the last few months i have been dealing with something i never wanted to deal with. i have been coping with it pretty well i would say but there are sometimes when i feel like im going to explode. i feel like throwing, breaking, and being destructive. i know this not a healthy feeling, i should just get over, but i somehow get an adrenaline high ( Read more... ) -
post number fourty
this was posted on myspace a few days ago. i stole it from someone i dont know. i thought it was beautiful, and i felt like being a butterfly.....
"The butterfly is ever more blessed than other creatures of flight. Though all grace the heavens in the ecstasy of flight, the butterfly has known the drudgery of the craw-land and the lonely confinement ( Read more... ) -
im back, is anyone out-there??
so the last time i posted anything was in may. its now mid october and many things are the same, some different. im a full time student now. i work 3 part time jobs, im broke like no body's business and my heart has seen many sad moments. right this moment im okay. full of anxiety and the hope of making it through another week of running back and ( Read more... ) -
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i wish i could say that i am feeling better, but i am not. my allergies are horrible. this mothers day weekend was not too bad. although something unexpected did happen, yesterday while at old navy i saw a man who had caused a great deal of pain to me as a child. he did not recognize me for its been over eight-teen years. i became nervous, i dont ( Read more... ) -
post number thirty-seven
hello everyone, i know i have been absent for a while. it has become harder to get to my emails and journal working two jobs. things have been okay for the most part. significant events, lets see..................on thursday night i was ill. i had a high fever and on friday morning i woke up with a blister on my bottom lip. it looks horrible. here ( Read more... ) -
post number thirty-six
this morning has been good. breakfast was yummy. cream of wheat and toast, i missed my coffee. after all my babies were fed, (the four birds, four fish and my turtle, oh yeah and RC, he he he) off to work. although i was feeling great this morning, i am starting to get a bit wheezy. my breathing feels, not so great. i think i may need to go home ( Read more... ) -
post number thirty-five
okay so i am back. i really had to concentrate on work there for a bit. i think i have made an improvement in the office i work at. that makes me feel great. i gave caught on quite quickly and i like what i do. that is also good news. everything is also okay at home. RC is doing great. its been a really fun week for both of us.
i hope everyone is ( Read more... )