so so SO many lovely things about this fic but just.
THIS:
Zayn's face is rough and prickles the edges of Louis's lips, giving the kiss this raw edge that Louis still hasn't wrapped his head around. He still hasn’t -- even as they’re kissing, he’s still trying to figure this out. If he were another person living another life, he thinks that he might have coasted through crushing on Zayn. That he would have thought about it in the same quiet, hazy way that he wonders about everything when he’s touching himself in the dark, and it would never had turned anything more. But in this life, impossible things come true for him every day, and he no longer knows how to want without going for it. Zayn’s more withdrawn than the rest of them, but he has it too, the need to push and push and chase the newest rush.
it's perfect and so unbearably realistic i could cry.
Comments 21
THIS:
Zayn's face is rough and prickles the edges of Louis's lips, giving the kiss this raw edge that Louis still hasn't wrapped his head around. He still hasn’t -- even as they’re kissing, he’s still trying to figure this out. If he were another person living another life, he thinks that he might have coasted through crushing on Zayn. That he would have thought about it in the same quiet, hazy way that he wonders about everything when he’s touching himself in the dark, and it would never had turned anything more. But in this life, impossible things come true for him every day, and he no longer knows how to want without going for it. Zayn’s more withdrawn than the rest of them, but he has it too, the need to push and push and chase the newest rush.
it's perfect and so unbearably realistic i could cry.
love this!!
Reply
Reply
Leave a comment