I'm writting to get feelings and thoughts down nothing more. This is not to be judged but if read by others simply noted as my state of mind at this point in time ( Read more... )

FUCK THIS WEEK AND ALL THIS ACADEMIC BULLSHIT

FUCK MICROECONOMICS AND A SPECIAL FUCK YOU TO PSYCH STATS

Happy Saint Patricks day ( Read more... )

im feeling a little bit introspective today, well tonight its 7:30am and i've yet to go to bed my roommate James is quite the conisour of snoreing. But I'd like to start with the idea of pledgeing to a name, a group, a tweak of the lifestyle. Somthing that seemed so completly wrong for me turned out what i was doing. When i began i couldnt wait ( Read more... )

I'm slipping under the cold gray swells. Friends are leaving, the temperature is dropping, and I am numbing. There's no such thing as a secret here. Once you cant hold it anymore, and you confide in someone, they fall into the same bind and before they know it they've lightened their load. The cycle repeats. I wish I had happier news. Maybe ( Read more... )

hmmmm. Quit Conquer, now it's Eudemons. Been back at school, hairs gone from purple to blond, to red, to blond, to bleached blond, to red, to orangy pink mix, to finally black. Some girl has been calling me Pink Johnny, if she wasn't cute, I'd kick her for being so stupid. My roommate is ridiculous, in a good way. I probably never expected ( Read more... )

[13:06] SweetDevil286: john if i had ur number i would call jus cuz i'm a rebel with out a cause....plus i ignore away messages....lol ( Read more... )

Well lets see college is back in full swing. We've been here 2 weeks now, and we've been saying it since we got here, this year is gonna be fucking incredible. And it's living up to our expectations to date. Since I've been back my hairs gone from purple, to blond to red to blond to red to blond. And soon to be dyed correctly so the red stays ( Read more... )

Just had to re-bury Honey, I feel sick to my stomach.

I don't know whats going on. And I'm rather confused at certian aspects of my life. Lets see. We'll start with my brother. Last night he told me about a dream of his while we were at Taco Bell. How he dreamed of haveing sex with one of my good friends. He wouldnt tell me who it was till I guessed becuase I figure he thought better of it after ( Read more... )