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I cried all night last night and Im not sure why. I just started and couldnt stop. I needed to talk to him. I needed to tell him that I loved him and I couldnt. I needed to here his voice. Hes the only thing that matters to me and I hope he knows that. Somethings different now, I can feel it. I dont want anything to be different. I want ( Read more... )

umm... so yea... I really dont care about school anymore Im so ready to be done with it all. Going to Mott in the fall with Alli. Then I'll have a way better job though so that makes me like way happier. I dont feel good. I have some things on my mind. I just want to sleep and forget it all.

Ok before we get started here after re-reading this I realized that this sounds like its all about Matt but you know what only the part that says his name is about him the rest is about everyone else ( Read more... )

Well I have had way better weeks. Too many things have gone wrong. I guess its the clasic case of the husbands never home, they kids are a pain in this ass, and the house is always dirty. I have cried a lot this week and for random reasons to. I dont know. I had been hearing a lot of things and it never bothered me till Ryan said what he said ( Read more... )

I was already fucking pissed and then I came home and found just one more reason to be pissed off... just fucking peachy... so ya im gunna go talk to Alli cuz our best friend fucking ditched us for someone else and we never get to talk to her anymore... yup I said it... gotta problem with it?

Last night so sucked. I was up till 2:30 doing marketing stuff and then I got up and 5:30 to finish it all. Then there was that damn dream again... which Minore told me I kept having cuz my sub-concious mind is worried about something, ya that makes me feeling really freaking great considering the freakin dream. Ashley and I went out to ( Read more... )

oh snap guess what... I have pictures from florida!!! HeeHee!

Im sorry for everything. I'll try to be better. I'll try to be the girlfriend that you want me to be. Im sorry that I let you down. Im gunna try really hard to never do it again I promise.

right... so today isnt a good day, we all have bad days right? Everything will be better tomorrow and it will be like nothing ever happened right? If only that were true. It would be so easy to just go to sleep and forget all the bad stuff. If only...