How come he gets to have friends that are girls and hang out with them but the friends that I have of the opposite sex, I shouldnt be allowed to hang out with them ( Read more... )

I WANT: everything to go my way ( Read more... )

So its been awhile... Lots of stuff going on I guess. Well pretty much just upset and scared. Sometimes I just want to get a one way ticket to anywhere but here you know. Its better that way. I just want to forget it all.

Don't tell me that it can't be done ( Read more... )

I... need... help...
all I feel like doing is crying

...I love him..

I said that everything was going to start going wrong and it did... nothing is right anymore... I feel so stupid... so...hated... I hate myself

Well I learned lots of new stuff last night, which made me feel rather special. It was one of those conversations that starts out ok and gets worse by the second and then suddenly gets really good and stays that way. So yea like I said I felt really... important... or special... both. After that I went to go hang out with Jai, Don, and Tom. We ( Read more... )

Matt wanted me to update so that he can have something to do and since he wont answer my question Im assuming that he doesnt wanna go. Easter wasnt bad. Most of the food was ummy and I got to be with my family. I miss them lots and it made me happy. It was really wierd and I didnt want to be in the house. Had a rather intresing conversation ( Read more... )

FIXED FOR MY LOVELY MATTHEW ( Read more... )

why does it have to be so hard? Why is everything going so wrong latley?