well, it's over. Lady is gone. at 11:30am, she passed away. it was quick and painless (sorry about the needle prick, boo). at first i didn't think they would allow us back there while they did it (at the humane society), but they did let us. she was wrapped up in my lil blue blanket. i let her take it with her (she had lost control of her bowels ( Read more... )

i'm not going into details...you have all seen it on the news. yeah, i knew those people. it's a horrible, senseless tragedy. i have been crying off and on all day. and to top it all off, we are putting my dog to sleep in the morning. i don't want to be alone. i need a hug.

in other news, happy 19th birthday, bran.

my dog is almost dead. my puppy is 14 years old. for a while she has had trouble getting up and walking. and mostly she stays in the kitchen. she has been pooping in her sleep for months and it's just easier to clean up that way. she has gotten worse lately. leaving a nasty fish stink around and she can hardly stand up, her legs shake so bad. ( Read more... )

"And I had to laugh
You were shaking my hand
as if we'd never met
and I had to cry
'Cause the tears were too wet
and my eyes were too full
knowing I was forgettable"

before you get it into your head, this isn't about you. this isn't for, to, at, or about you. so just stop...just fucking stop. this has nothing to do with you, you, or you1 ( Read more... )

how to make a poetess - ttinue [ter ( Read more... )

tonight after Reality?, i went outside and sat on the bench. not sure why...well, i was kinda hoping jamie would come out and talk with me. but she didn't. anyway, i saw this lone cricket hanging out on the sidewalk. he wasn't doing much, not going anywhere. kinda just walking around in a big circle. sitting there, waiting for someone to come along ( Read more... )

[you]: I don't understand. avoiding what ( Read more... )

i want to date a musician. be fluent in acoustic guitar...sing to me. yes...

it's been a while since i picked up a ( Read more... )