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Today i went into uni- first time back on campus in about 4 months- weird,full of annoying freshers- i know i know i used to be one but ive earned the right to mock them seeing as how this is year 4 of Keele ( Read more... )

Me and Dave drove down yesterday- taking a couple hours to do so- hey its been a few months since i was last here and about a year at least since i last came down in a car so i had to stop and think a few times especially with the one way system in Hanley. I could see the road we needed to be on but yet had to drive halfway round hanley to get to ( Read more... )

Pretty sure theres something wrong with me- like i have this tendency to when things look to be going well,push the self destruct button ; like in the movies there's always this big red button marked "DO NOT PRESS"- id press it...and then be caught completely by surprise by all the shitty catastrophic events that happened as a consequence. Then ( Read more... )

Some things are too good to be true. On closer inspection, many of them really aren't true. It breaks your heart unless you consider that it was only a fantasy and never a promise

Just been for a quick swim before my hair appts this aft- and who do i see when i get into the pool- only one of the Barnsley players- Paul Heckingbottom! Who actually is infinitely more foxy close up than he is when i see him playing or in pictures- trust me to be looking a state tho lol...Was tempted to ask him to bring Shuker next time but i ( Read more... )

Had a text on my phone since saturday afternoon from *Christian* which i havent dared to read yet- always the way. Not sure if i really want to know the answer to the question i asked him ; well i do but ive left it so long now im far too scared to look at it- im such a major wuss....Still its monday now which means it aint too long til wednesday ( Read more... )

Need to be kept busy these days, when i stop is when i have time to think and in my world that means obsessive over-analysing of every single aspect of the situation. My turn for a downward spiral i reckon....*sigh*
So so so bored :(

Highlights of last night? Christian in a dress ^.^ Thay guy is insane- insanely amazing ^.^ I love how this part of my life has decided to work out this past month (month??!),re-found miss bu which means i am now often found within her group,forget what its like to chill out in my house sometimes...and then there is the obvious yay of me & mr ( Read more... )

Just got back from a half-hearted gym session with miss Sarah the Pip; we went with the best of intentions; that and the fact that we hadnt been in a few days so felt we had to drag our asses along and show our faces. Really hit the wall so early on,like the first machine lol, but dragged ourselves to do the bike,leg presses, sit-ups,squats,some ( Read more... )