2014, towards the end of October."You had a nice smile," and the world is full of bullshit ( Read more... )

A. We are-
B. We are not-
C. I am not-
D. B and C

Here's to you, for making me realize how little I am worth, for making me realize that I am dispensable, inconvenient, too heavy a burden for anyone to keep.

I cannot think of a pain that can surpass that which you feel when someone you love looks at you with nothing but disgust, or worse, refuses to look at you at all ( Read more... )

Bad dreams and bad weather. I can hardly remember what a good night's sleep feels like anymore.

Tired of being.

Keep your mouth shut, you stupid girl.

Two-Minute Battles, 2014 August 30 ( Read more... )

Trust issues are severely debilitating.

Twice last night I asked Lee, who I had not hugged in more than a year, if we could hug and he gave me two of the warmest and tightest and most heartfelt hugs anyone has ever given me. He, Abby and I stayed out until a little past three in the morning talking about emotional investment and all the hurt that comes with it. It was sad and pitiful and ( Read more... )