Abby- the best friend of mine lol
its really late and we drank alot of drunken stuff tonight 
and we had a blast.
your sleeping in my room right now and i just wanted to say that
i love you 
and we will never part

I wanna have the same last dream again ( Read more... )

well this weekend was amazing ( Read more... )

i want you to come get me and woo me <3
NOW

lets get n.a.s.t.y get ready for a nasty time ( Read more... )

well right now in this point of time. things are going good for once. school is going by alot faster . also helps by knowing school is gunna be out in 16 days . yay for that . being single is good. i feel better and sure about my self.. i now know what i want and what i am looking for .. i dont think that will come around any time soon though :( oh ( Read more... )

well today i went to the hospital.. got out of school early and me and my mom went to my allergy specialist. It was really weird.. i got there and i have to take a breathing test in some thing that looked like a car. did that and then i had to get naked and put a freakin ugly robe on and layed on my stomach on the table and the injected 50 ( Read more... )

Sometimes it feels like my dreams are the only things that are keeping me alive

♥

I had no choice but to hear you ( Read more... )

Thirteen random things you like:
01) ciggs
02) Friends
03) twins
04) cody
05) Clothes
06) Shopping
07) Going to Shows
08) Movies
09) SLEEP
10) Showers and Bubble Baths
11) Cleaning
12) Money
13) drugs

Twelve random things you want:
01) to go to NY
02) A Job
03) A Car
04) new friends
05) To Be 18
06) To Be Graduated
07) Good Food
08) pot
09) To Party
10) To Go To A Show
11 ( Read more... )

well im doing better than i expected. but confused as the hell. i dunno. im just living day by day.. im just glad its spring break. 
fuck this place. 
fuck stupid people and gossipers.
fuck men.
fuck "friends".
fuck school.
fuck cheaters.
fuck liars.

im starting over.
                                                                           ♥

I fed the ( Read more... )

never thought this could happen..
but it did, and there is no changing it or turning back time.
this fucked me up bad.

whats next?

Dear Journal,

I can't live like this. I can't live here. How can i sit here and just know i have so much for me somewhere else and im sitting here wasting it away? This place is not for me. I'm 16 years old and i have no life, no real friends, i can't trust anyone but me and my boyfriend, sometimes i don't even trust him. This is ( Read more... )