what is the point of this ? 
i cant put a fucking smile on my face.

im tired of being here .. its just eating me away.. 
soon ill be nothing.. just like everyone else here..
NOTHING!

unfortunatley 
im the one here feeling this.. 
everyone thinks its okay and eventually something great will happen.. with luck
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
thats not how it works ( Read more... )

I love my life. I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND. I love our fury friends. I love our home. I love being happy.

mm hmm .
Things are good. 
Things will get worse.
But i know THINGS WILL GET BETTER AGAIN!

♥

Close my eyes, let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time to waste asking why
I'll run away with you by my side
I'll run away with you by my side
(close my eyes, let the whole thing pass me by)
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride
(asking why)

I think about your face, and how I fall into your eyes
The outline that I trace, ( Read more... )

I LOVE HIM AND IM GOING TO MARRY HIM! HAH!

Dear Diary,

So last night was my first night in 3 night sleeping without my baby Dave. Those three days were amazing. Just me and him all day watching movies, smoking as much weed we could, having some quality time me and him. my birthday is in 21 days :) i am so siked !! I start adult ed tomorrow morning .. or should i say this ( Read more... )

Dear Diary,

So me and Mr. Dave are now a couple. He is amazing. and he treats me like gold. He really knows how to make me happy. Always putting a god damn smile on my face. I see him pretty much everyday. Not long but enough time for eachother. its great. Ive never felt so strong over a person before. He reminds me that life is short and making ( Read more... )

Dear Diary,
So I've been getting to know this guy.
He puts a constant smile on my face.
AND I LOVE IT! i love the way i feel when i am around him . and the way he is around everyone. my family adors him . i cant handle that shit . everything seems too god damn good. He is amazing. This morning he called me and woke me up and for the remainder of the ( Read more... )

So. yeah. 
he makes me weak at the knees.
Dont even know the damn guy.
But we had such a great time .
I hope i can see him like that again . 
and he will see me like that as well. 
It felt good .
<3

So yeah, yesterday was 4th of July.
And i must say it was fucking amazing
i think it was like the best day of my life haha.
no idk. it was just  great.

Beach/Bill's/Ori/GlowSticks/Love
♥

Yessssssahhhhhhhh

♥

Fuck, fuck, fuck
Motha motha fuck
Motha motha fuck fuck
Motha fuck, motha fuck
nyoonch, nyoonch, nyoonch

1,2
1,2,3,4
nyoonch, nyoonch, nyoonch
Smoking weed, smoking wiz
Doing coke, drinking beers
Drinking beers, beers, beers
Rolling fatties, smoking blunts
Who smokes the blunts?
We smoke the blunts!!!
Rolling blunts and smoking 'em…

Uh, ( Read more... )