So I haven't updated this in about forever and a year ( Read more... )

Weekend updatage ( Read more... )

I love my family more than words. Tonight we all decided that instead of buying each other gifts for Christmas, we are going to pool money together between the three of us to donate to somewhere. Possibly the F.A.C.E. Clinic, which is a animal hospital. One of the main vets that started did his work for no pay and just donated his time. I'm really ( Read more... )

Don't think I have ever felt so alone as I do right now.

Fun.

It is awesome when someone who said they "loved" you pushes you so far away that they won't even hold a conversation with you on the freaking internet. I can't hold on to nothing, and I say goodbye. Who's next? haha. I'm so lame ( Read more... )

I seriously don't know why it has to be like this, I can't even concentrate on anything. I'm not an asshole, i'm not going to change, what you see is what you get. I don't see why this has to be so hard to understand. I have one person I can talk to that knows EXACTLY what this is like and he isn't on, nor do I have his phone number, so I have no ( Read more... )

I don't know whats really going on with Mallery but I'm so happy. She isn't sure what she wants which is totally fine. She is amazing as friends or whatever, whatever happens, happens. I'm just grateful for everything right now. Last night when we were driving home I randomly said something about a refrigerator and then made a reference to the ( Read more... )

So last night was crazy fun. Jerred, Taylor, and myself were practicing at their house and were like "so we need to hang out tonight and we haven't been to a show that we weren't playing in a while so lets go to CPAC and have fun" so we did. Saw some awesome friends I haven't seen in a while. Gwen Stacy boys are amazing. They asked us why we weren' ( Read more... )

Blehhhh, lots of stuff has happend lately, mostly good, some bad. Bad is easy to focus on so I will start with it. The girl that I liked stopped liking me I guess. Then things just happend that made it really confusing and distant. So pretty much so far in my life, every girl that likes me, just stops after a few weeks. They always say its nothing ( Read more... )

Things are most definately bad to the bone right now, as in good. Life is the cats meow for sure. Uh...writing a whole song tonight with the band should be cool. We have to get it done for the recording haha. Show tomorrow at tranz should be neat and fun, there are a lot of other shows going on that night so i'm not expecting too many people but it ( Read more... )