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I should be a busy busy bee right now, but the computer, glowing, distracts me.

I miss being super close livejournal friends with my dream boy. yeah, sure, we're MARRIED now, but, he never updates anymore, and I miss having that peephole into his brain. If I say, "hey franklin, you should update your livejournal!" he'll do it, but it's a sort of ( Read more... )

house, rearranged.

we had a little musical meet & greet at the farmhouse last night, and it was a good time. We set up a PA and drumset in the living room, and all of our musically inclined friends came over to play some music. It was like an open mic in our living room, haha. there was this lull in the beginning where nobody was playing, so I ( Read more... )

I just went to a work christmas party. I don't know if I was just being extremely socially anxious, but none of the girls that work in my classroom talked to me. I started to think they just humor me when we're on the clock, but when they don't have to, they don't bother with me. then I feel all bitter and stuff. people who form cliques and act all ( Read more... )

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gardening with tiffany today. i've never gardened before. i've only pulled weeds. which, is not very fulfilling. kyle's trying to get off work 5 hours early so he can watch the final game of the world cup today. i've never understood that sort of thing. hmm. my uncle from arkansas wrote me a message on facebook today, just asking me how i am. i've ( Read more... )

this past week, my life has been like a paper towel commercial. yep. you know the part where they get the paper towel all wet and then stretch it out & set things on it until it inevitably rips from all the strain? it's been like that. but i haven't quite broken yet. i started to feel like i couldn't breathe in all the way. i haven't felt like that ( Read more... )

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ah, it feels good to pay off a debt. whew! it is also quite scary when you call a debt collector and they know your name already, and even know how to pronounce it correctly (that NEVER happens). I even got transferred to another person, who ALSO pronounced my name correctly. creepy ( Read more... )

this diet is making me very loopy & way more of a space case than usual. i also keep imagining smells of delicious sweets that aren't really there. first i smelled cinnamon rolls, and then i thought i could smell freshly toasted strawberry pop-tarts. and it seems like everyone keeps offering me all these sweets and cakes and stuff since i started. ( Read more... )