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[disco_xdramatic]

Oh jeez. :(

Iron, Neon Lights & Weed is shitting me to tears. I'm on chapter 20 and just kdasfghitjghu. Rawr.

I'm going to the movies tonight, I guess. I invited people I haven't hung out with in ages and I'm excited as to see how that goes. I just don't want any drama. I don't want to find that I'm being left out, either. Again.

I miss infatuatedxmind

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[solicitedfails]

UGH DO NOT TALK ABOUT CRUSHES RN :(
the guy i have been ~fangirling~ over is transferring to a school for performance arts and i heard his girlfriend/ex girlfriend idk and idc is there too and i'm all omg shut up :(
i think that is good for you though this part in a duet amirite

[disco_xdramatic]

Oh jeez, I know. And the worst thing, this guy is like, the friend type, you know? Not the girlfriend type. He's to sweet and smart and hilarious and just...*sigh*

[solicitedfails]

lmfao well that is a step above this guy because i know nothing about him other than his first name, his looks, and what i ~overhear~ from his lunch table
he is so qt though :(

[disco_xdramatic]

Naww, I'm sorry. Me and the guy, Shea is his name btw, are really good friends. But you know how it is when guys are just completely hands-off, friends-only? It's so irritating. I'm not considered "one of the guys", btu I do attract a lot of guy friends and they're always just friends. Sometimes I think having girlfriends is better, but then it reminds me of all the drama that comes along...

[infatuatedxmind]

AND I HATE HOW MUCHHH I LOVE YOUUUU
I CANT STAND HOW MUCH I NEEEDDD YOU
AND I HATE HOW MUCH I LOVE YOUUUUBUT I CANT LET YOU GO

Lol at me for singing along to that song when it came on TV.

[ryan_obsessed]

chu play the clarinet? awesomeeeee, i play the flute. i swore my band director hated me last year. last year, i was second chiar first semester and then second semester he dropped me FOUR chairs so i wouldn't make it into the next band, and now i think the music is super easy and i feel like my music level is just coasting, i'm not learning anything. i played my solo for our fall concert last night, so i dunno if i'll have one for my next concert. i knowww i better not have to play piccolo and give up my solo. i'll be super pissed if that happens, i DESERVE all first chair rights and my director /asked/ me to play picc.

hah, sorry imma band geek and i tend to rant sometimes =D
updates for the sake of updating are love. methinks everyone could use those once in a while. =]

[disco_xdramatic]

Yeah I do, actually. :D It's hell sometimes, but eh. Band is hell, right? xD I had the worst of luck this year. When we had chair placements, my B and C key didn't work, they were broken. Just so happens that the song we had to pass off consisted mostly OF B's and C's. So I got four chairs away from last out of 19 clarinets. But we're having placement again after December, so I plan to move up tremendously. Yeah, my director wants me to play bass clarinet. I mean, it's not a HUGE difference but I've been playing clarinet for forever. I can't just suddenly stop, you know?