would you believe me if i said i didn't need you?

( 'cause i wouldn't believe you if you said the same to me )

"i really didn't feel like being upset today but i went and did it anyway."
i'm not going to say it was worth it, but i just had an epiphany as i was left alone. (it doesn't matter if i can talk to someone else. i'm always alone without you...) if this has shown me anything, it's that i'm not ready to start over until i can stop being like this. i ( Read more... )

I WON THE PATD MEET AND GREET!
omfg i'm spazzing so hard rn, my abs hurt so bad from laughing, spazzed breathing.
OMGGGGGGGG
btw, never check something like this in the morning. now i'm gonna be excited about it alllllllllll day and i have no one to tell atm.
xD

"what the fuck did she ever to deserve your love?"
You know what? I don't even know.
When the aftershock hit - when I was having a hard time coming to terms with the fact that she didn't feel the same way I did, I kept asking myself that and similar questions, and I couldn't come up with an answer. And now that it's all settled and I've realized ( Read more... )

like the light was all i had,
i struck the book with my last match
the candle burned so soft and slow
i felt the warmth and felt its glow
salt tasting tears they roll off of my lips
one for each day i'm inside this house
it's a trap, one i can't quite escape
so pretend it's the place that i love
won't let it pass me by again
(  i burn candles and stare at a ghost that goes deep inside of you )

i don't see a point, either ( Read more... )

diamonds do appear to be just like broken glass to me
there's something bigger going on here
oh yeah, it's all in my head
playing games with my brain every time i press play

( Read more... )

i don't think i'm seeing through my own eyes anymore ( Read more... )

the more they drilled my head with facts, the more i let it take over. as usual, i had that longing to talk to you when i was taken away for the weekend. i laid on my stomach with my hand as close to my chest as i could get it, eyes glazed over at the thought of you. and the longer i lay there, the harder the beating seemed to get. i thought maybe ( Read more... )