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turned 16 yesterday.
saw wicked. ate at cheeseburger in paradise.
was pretty awesome.
slept at maggies & danielles.
today.. lounged around.
currently.. am here.
LAAAAAAAATER!

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I hate the fact that I'm barely sixteen and my life has amounted to basically nothing.. no
I'm being dramatic again..
I'm such a liar.
I'm such a fake.
I don't want to be figured out.
I hate everything.
I hate how this year went way too damn fast, school's over and I didn't even try hard at all to
get any decent marks. I barely try.. I sit outside the ( Read more... )

I feel fucking awful. I'm in homeroom. it's group therapy today, and everything is going fucking fantastic {in the sarcastic sense}. I just want to be so withdrawn right now. I'm going to be kicked off the computer in a minute so I should just get off without being told.. whatever, I feel invisible anyways.. maybe no one notices that I'm on here. I ( Read more... )

I have issues with... selfishness
porn
mirror
history
submission
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Big Five Word Test Results Extroversion (75%) high which suggests you are overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense too often of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.
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I'm home.. doing nothing. I actually have laundry on the agenda.. my mom also expects my room to be cleaned from top to bottom {just as the cleaning woman left it!}.. whatever. I don't really care. I never want to go to school again. what if dr.gelman never goes back to school.. it's always about me isn't it? Yeah.. of course it is... I'm a vapid ( Read more... )

I don't feel good.. I wokeup approx. six times last night, I went to sleep at 6 though, so I guess that's to be expected {not waking up six times since I went to sleep at 6.. I meant since I went to bed early.. my thoughts are nonsensical when I try and write them out these days..}. I had awful dreams.. I'm having so much trouble differentiating ( Read more... )

But I will see you again
I will see you again a long time from now..

and..my body aches..

Kissed someone.
Smoked cigarettes.
Got so drunk you passed out.
Rode every ride at an amusement park.
Collected something really stupid.
Gone to a rock concert.
Helped someone.
Gone fishing.
Spun turn tables.
Watched four movies in one night.
Gone long periods of time with out sleep.
Lied to someone.
Been dumped.
Snorted cocaine.
Failed a class.
Smoked weed.
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So I'm at school.. yet again. in group. doing nothing but watching the homeroom play uno, and do other things that they do during this lovely time.. 
Ew.
seriously.
I'm so fed up with thissssss.
leaving.
bye.

pointless.