Europe was... truly something special. It has been a very long time since I have gone on vacation, and I seriously needed it ( Read more... )

I go to Spain and France tomorrow! I am... excited? And scared at the prospect of being in very close quarters with my parents for 10 days. Make that terrified. I am going to need a vacation when I get back, even if it won't be in a glamourous place ( Read more... )

Ugh... looking over my LJ, I realize a pattern- I get upset, post, and then reread it a few days later and feel like I'm sixteen again. I'm not sixteen. Sixteen sucked ( Read more... )

I just managed to crash my car. It was my fault. I don't know why I am such an idiot ( Read more... )

School is going well, I am shocked at how much better a student I am this semester. I study, I do homework ahead of time, I go to the library... it shocks me. It's 'cause I live at home again, I know. I just want to get out of the house, and since I have no time for a job this semester, what with the physical therapy, my friends live away... I ( Read more... )

I am so anxious at the moment, the wait is killing me. I had knee surgery on the 16th, and told to go straight to the hospital if my temperature went above 38.3 (101). The first three days I took an antibiotic, and very low or no fever, but now, no more antibiotics, and my fever just keeps creeping up. 38.0 ( Read more... )

I feel so incredibly awful, and I was hoping I was sick, so so hoping it was just a virus, but no, not with my luck, no. What is it? Fucking withdrawal from my meds, which I stopped taking just because I didn't want to deal with them anymore, and now the withdrawal sucks, my head just won't stop spinning and I want it to go away. Why did I ever ( Read more... )

I applied to Stony Brook for my second Bachelor's today. I have missed college, and in a lot of ways this will be nice to go back to college. I just hope I will like computer science.

faile02 has gotten me hooked to her favorite favorite show. It is addictative. Like I needed another great distraction. The only thing thing that sucks that some of ( Read more... )

Oh my, I do not remember when I last updated. I am... tired, since it's 6AM and I did not bother going to sleep, but it is all part of my plan to get on a more regular sleep schedule. The heat and humidity just killed me. It was over a hundred degrees and felt even hotter, and of course, I have no air conditioner. I could not sleep at night, ( Read more... )

I've decided that I really hate this job. Not just the constant frustrations and details, or the fact that the main challenges is that you are a glorified baby-sitter trying to cram a little bit of knowledge into students who couldn't give a fuck and think making your life miserable is really entertaining. Bah. Well, all those things suck, but ( Read more... )