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Cancelled compasion ( Read more... )

Just when I thought i had already changed...it's discovered that i reallY haven't.Friday I came across mistakes and pertispated in it.grr...i was doing so good.anyway, not just habbits need to be changed but the way I act as weLL.I need to stop complainning about LIL things because i talk about LannA always complainning and it just makes me a ( Read more... )

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I'm not a perfect person ( Read more... )

yay.It's been a while now.As far as being clean.I'm starting to feeL better.becky's over.as usual.my best buddy.she has been clean as well.However, she still smokes cigs a lil.But definatly not as much!god I HATE cigareets!for some odd reason i just decided one day that I didn't like 'em anymore.I'm glad reallY.yay I get to go over to Solana's on ( Read more... )

Becky's dad came and picked her today which really sucked.I don't think they like me that much because of the past.I am changing though.I guess becky should tell them when we are going on walks or in this case to josh's house.She sugested it so I said"alright.".I didnt see a problem but i guess yeah her dad should have known just because she was ( Read more... )

Yeah there is a cloud in my fucking head.I wish I could say what but then again i am afraid SOMEONE will read this thing and go all "OMG!!!" on me.so fuck it.I am thinking about getting a new Die-ary.Probably at opendiary.com and just making private so no one can read it.I hate when parents start reading my stuff.Sometimes I have personal stuff i ( Read more... )

My day was not all that great.Just because.I want to go some where else.This city sux.I'm striving for perfection.NO I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT EATING DISORDERS!...anyway ( Read more... )

ugh i'm so pisseD right now man!I can't exactly say why though.oh well.
today was pretty dumb.as usual.It was a day.I wanna make a rave party.ugh that would be so kick ass.

MANSON!!!!!!!

Hellyes!

decaying paper DoLL,
JeSs