It is amazing that something so small can internally abuse you. Life has been interesting since the last update of this thing. My boyfriend has left me, I am stupidly pregnant(yes folks it's his.), I am cranky and I dislike everything. Where's my rainbow?

It's been nearly two and half years since I have posted here. It isn't that I have forgotten that this journal is here, it is just that my life has been pretty busy and pretty private. I haven't written poetry that I enjoy in years and I am ok with that. Work is sub-par, but I enjoy the work that I do, just not the people I work with. Life throws ( Read more... )

I dreamt about my ex-fiance type-thing last night. I was baking a cake and we were talking like rational human beings. It was at this point I KNEW I was dreaming.

greetings and salutations. i don't really use this due to life taking up too much of my personal time. what to say..what to say...in two months i move. internet time will once again be limited so, those of you i love, adore, and just can't live without...you know how to keep in touch with me. i used to be really close to someone and now we just ( Read more... )

i have been smiling like an idiot the last 3-4 days. this weekend was pretty great. yeah, that's all then.

bic runga. yes.

Am I the only one to find online writing 'communities' a bit of an oxymoron? Who critiques the critics? On a completely unrelated subject I saw Fear today. It was a suckass movie and Alyssa Milano was more of a slut in it then I fashioned her to be. I was content to be alone for several years then I met someone that made every moment without them ( Read more... )

Was alright. Paris Hilton died, what can be better than that? Awesome death scene she should die more often and repeatedly. Excruciating back pain from drinking far too much the night before and a sofa that smells oddly of organic orange juice..simply orange to be exact...not so good. I am though now the proud owner of a 'see paris die' t-shirt ( ( Read more... )

I now officially have an entry. I got this livejournal due to mr. wildmonky. He had an entry about this super hot girl and thus being the vain douchebag I am, I wanted to seeeeee it. The wiley devil had it friends only.........damnit! all of that plotting for naught you may think.....NO! I simply fired up ye old piece o' crap dell inspiron and the ( Read more... )