so yeah, i was randomly emo after practice today and i got to thinking, "i kinda miss love". i know being single is freeing and makes you more independent, but that longing for someone to love you is something you don't get over. i've been in love and i know how it feels. there are definitely times when it hits me. but it's something that i can't ( Read more... )

passion. i used to have it a while ago but i think i've lost it. not for anything in particular but the culmination of goals that i want to achieve in life. there used to be a time where i strived to work hard, to learn as much as i can, and to be determined to meet and succeed in all the goals i've created for myself. now it seems like my passion ( Read more... )

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so yeah, this past week was craptastic! seriously. i've had so many problems this past week it's not even funny. i guess they all just accumulated and hit me all at once. uggh. anyways, i'm done with it. emotional insecurities ... bleh. work professionalism ... i know better. hair issues ... i don't even know what i was thinking. the thing is that ( Read more... )

hello again ( Read more... )

so yeah, last night was pretty fun. well, except for the whole scary ghost stories part since i'm sucha scaredy-cat when it comes to those things. i ate so freaking much though. dangget! haha ( Read more... )

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so i haven't been updating recently just cause i'm lazy and i don't really feel like writing about my emotions. i really wanted to stick with my daily updates but when you're backed up so much, you just say *f* it (like anyone reads this anyways). but yeah, i need to let my feelings out. i need to vent and release my emotions. things are different ( Read more... )

so yeah, i haven't really written a meaningful entry in here for a while. something happened last night which will definitely affect a great part of my life. we decided to part ways. the good thing about it was that we both agreed to it and it didn't end all bad and stuff. although i'm definitely gonna miss being with him, i think it's time. we ( Read more... )

so yeah, this weekend was a great escape from all the happenings of life. our performance went well. i'm glad. i also had fun bonding with the team (hooray NOT getting drunk). =). came back home and just chilled. now i have to deal with stuff again. and it sucks because i'd rather not. my biggest goal in life is to be happy. and there are certain ( Read more... )