It's been a while, some may say far too long. I only come here when I need it, and I have needed it lately...

David and I have been struggling, more than struggling, and we're both working on it. I however have become very selfish lately, and I know that, I haven't been giving him the time, or atention he deserves. I know I love him dearly still, ( Read more... )

:S Missing him so badly, :S ( Read more... )

Hey, read when you're not angry ( Read more... )

Well the last journal entry wont be finished any time soon ( Read more... )

Well everyone, today, in roughtly 18 hours actually, it will be our anniversary. One and a half years! It seems like forever, and hopefully it will be. We've had our ups, and our downs, as you all know, but I've never loved Davey more than I do right now ( Read more... )

I LOVE YOU MONSTER
6 Months on Thursday

Jsut picked Mum up from airport, waited an hour and a half or so, was sooo boring.. there was this weird chicken man, he kept on openning and closing his mouth... there was this disgustingly gross "perfect family".... and plenty of other freaks ( Read more... )

I cancelled suit yesterday, for hte formal, made me feel bad cancelling, but I can't go... best I can do is agree togo to an after party at Olly's, so I'm going there... *Sighs ( Read more... )

I told Jess about "The Rose" and everything... and she was thinking of the lyrics but couldn't remember them, so I went back through my journal to find them.... I ended up finding them, and then I read the entry ( Read more... )

I'm feelign a little better today... Meh... was crying ehaps last night and this morning.... felt like throwing up, I couldn't eat... I've stopped crying for now... It's a start ( Read more... )