It falls out from page 23, papery thin and pale, shadow of the bloom it used to be. Dark veined and frail. Still, rose held between pages (for a decade, at least) is bright enough to sting -- this is what it is to miss home. Pressed flowers falling to your feet. A brilliant unexpected flame.
I think he's into black magic; small, twitching face. I think it's the black magic that's into him. I mean, caught between his teeth, I mean combed into his hair. Can't you see it? Yes, just there. And there. And there.
Surplus reprieve. Another one. How much time has passed since the last? Bah.
A reminder that i'm a work in progress?
I don't know. A reminder of something, to be sure. Something annoying.
Is it possible to protect oneself from such thoroughly engrossing shame due to the inevitable yo-yo esque stupidity of it all? Bah. And Humbug. Respectively.