coffee grounds slip, sit silted at the bottom of the cup. they swim into the tilt, tideless: don't insist that every shift is worth reading, don't ask what this slipping might mean.
i have spent the night dreaming of halved oranges, pulped and left to ripen, of hands gloved and ready for the examination.
After so many nights spent curled fetal, quiet on couches, I am finally feeling a little more born and a little less hatched.
But, not really.
I don't know. There's feeling better and then there's feeling a little less of the same. This is new. The way everyone looked tired today. Everyone spilling milk, no one bothering to clean up.
I stay awake to watch the way streetlights hold you. To see the way your body curls itself quiet. To see the way an hour closes its fingers around you. I stay awake to see you tuck into a dream you won't remember.
But mostly I stay awake just to see if I can know how quiet a room can become.