I hate these afternoons and mornings and evenings and nights spent mostly in waiting. The unbroken narrative of hours hardly passing. There is something i'd rather be doing. But I don't know what
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This week, clocks have failed me -- they have grown sleepy while I slept. Their arms grow heavier with every spinning second, they slump into their sixes and fail to rise. The hours pass, un-tallied, unaccounted for: when I wake my clock shrugs, but does not insist.
The flowers change their shape (the cosmos are dying, all the color drained from their faces, like patients waiting for an iv, like anyone waiting for anything)
Too broad. I don't care. A million things to tell you today. How the smallest things crawled into my stomach and stayed there.