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I realized why it didn't work.... I didn't get what I needed and you got everything I had. I look at this one relationship in particular... (whom I'm close with) and it is some of the cutest collection of things he does that amazes me. I have never been with someone who missed me when I was gone. Someone who couldn't stop kissing me because I was ( Read more... )

This summer has been one of the worse. I feel extremely lonely and helpless. Since my dad lost his job money has been tight. Today I realized just how tight it is. Things are bad. My parents were talking about selling our house in about 6 months if things don't get better. My dad put are jet ski up for sale, I think just to have gas and food money ( Read more... )

I really need to start writing in here more. It's not for you, but for me. Writing is therapeutic , and typing is faster. My coming home for Christmas break was probably the worse idea ever. I mean my family is cool, but other people suck. Meaghan is supposed to be one of my best friends.... (moment of LAUGHTER HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAH). If ( Read more... )

I'm in love. I've never felt this way before. EVER. I know some people are against it but, "If it makes you happyyy........ it can't the badddddddddddddddddddd." AMEN.

but he just makes me so happy....

i used to think i went 75% and he only went 25% and it was ok. now i go 90% and he goes 10%. when will i stop? when will be my braking point?

So it's been awhile since I've felt like dying. It's been awhile since I've written in this thing. I'm sure there's no correlation. scoff. I moved into my dorm yesterday and I've never felt so alone in my life. I love my roommate but it's still so far away from home. I had to say goodbye to my parents today and that was a lot harder than I ever ( Read more... )

I sat by myself today at lunch. : /

Ok so today was by far the most interesting so far. Today I had these WONDERFUL things called senior pictures. WOW. Life changing... only begins to decribe the hour and 45 minute wait to take 13 OBSCENE pictures. OK so I signed in at this desk thing when I went in and I really wasn't that far down the list so I figure hey... a couple minutes. ( Read more... )