god its time to start documenting again

im going to invent myself a new self and never look back again.

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sometimes i feel like my friends arent even friends anymore.

sometimes i dont even know if i exsist.

sometimes i cant force myself to see how things really are.

i cant go on like this.

its not fair to me.

so life has become blah again. motivation is just something that doesnt come easily to me, and the most funny part of it all is that my school work is all on the self, and your identity, and motivation. too bad im not really learning anything from it. i wish i could but not even reading about motivation is helping me. im trying to de-toxify ( Read more... )