8 days shy of not writing anything on here in 2 years. I really wish I would get better posting stuff on here on a regular basis. I type all day at work and try to stay away from computers on the weekend. That's why the doogie houser in me has been delayed ( Read more... )

well well well. What do we have here. Finally decided to come around. A little sad that I forgot about my journal for awhile. Facebook has got all kinds of people forgetting about their priorities. It's pretty funny, but kinda creepy at the same time. I remember at work - the day we all thought we lost our access, there were FOR SURE some criers. ( Read more... )

ok - so let me start out by saying i have been watching wayyyy to much Six Feet Under. I have one season left. If you've watched that show - you may know it's so fucking depressing. I don't know how a tv show can effect you so much - but it does ( Read more... )

so i just learned that the job that I am hoping to get is working on a background check and needs some information. Wonderful - no why? Because that probably means that i got the job! Yay! That also means that I really am probably moving to Chicago in January. Whoaaaaaa. it's gonna be cold. But i guess it's cold everywhere. I just hope Greg gets ( Read more... )

what the fuck is this shit. why the fuck wouldn't someone email me rather than break into my account and change my fucking picture. fuck off.fucking cowards and weirdo's everywhere. freaks me the fuck out.

who the fuck erased my picture and posted that? who the fuck is horace and how the fuck do you have my password. fucking stupid. pisses me off. i feel like you could email me rather than crack into my account and change my picture. duh.

so things feel a bit surreal and misunderstood. calm and jittery all at the same time. standing outside smelling the air all inside i can't shake it. one minute i am sound and solid but thinking thinking leads me to dead ends. i need reassurance and i need to be bold and hold on to this lovely feeling of bliss. a little insecure i step naked in the ( Read more... )

work is super rough right now. i need to start looking. i am super pissed right now and just trying not to show it. i am tired of bullshit and people with all their bullshit. i think i have been pissed in general for quite a few days. work and unrelated bullshit. i need a break from this place and my outside life. fuck off everyone.

at work. bored. theres def. things i can do. But nothing pressing ( Read more... )

hi hi ( Read more... )