take a cop by the hand ( Read more... )

she's giving me butterflies.
butter knife, to the thighs

today was great, but mostly ruined by a stupid little faux-fag who decided to ruin our hard work and fun just because he has no friends can't think for himself and wants to be cool with [BLANK]., ahgdfkhskfjksdjlkjsdgj people. i'm gonna get fuuuucked up this weekend. i kinda know what i'm doing after i graduate. that's weird. anyway, i'm gonna try ( Read more... )

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days are getting better. nights are getting worse.

spring breaks been cool.
made art.
smoked. a lot.
therefore, this whole week, has felt like three weeks.
went to haight.
got a pretty pink pipe.
got a banana phone.
and lots of labbits.
saw people. talked to people.
fucked. fucked. fucked.
loved. hot tubbed.
cried. laughed. bounced.
and listened to man man.

i feel so close. today was amazing.

very cliche, but this bright eyes song describes most of what's going on right now:

when the smoke came out our mouths
on all those hooded sweatshirt walks
you were a stroke of luck
we were a goldmine and they gutted us

it was grass stained jeans and incompletes
and a girl from class to touch

but you think ( Read more... )

i need to start over again. i hate this. i have sleep apnea. i'm getting surgey. i feel awkward. my head is fucking breakdancing, sdfjdklsfl

today was wonderful.

i just don't know what to do anymore.