you make my innards itch

I'm lost in thoughts of bliss.
I'm dying in massive amounts of doubt.
I'm building myself up for a euphoric letdown.

Kill me slowly.

-J

stolen from: black_hair_dye

do the mambo...01.Time you started: 4:01am ( Read more... )

my body burns with every glance cast forth from your eyes in my direction

i am in heati could quite possibly hump any inanimate object i come across ( Read more... )

taste me with every kiss, smell me with every breathi'm in a weird mood today ( Read more... )

i see you standing there, unaware, unmoved, i see you.

breathe me in

i realize that i no longer want to be the chaser.
i now long to be the chasee'.
i'm done running after, now i shall run from.

let see if you can keep up.

-j

i not only laugh in your face, but i spit into it as well

So yeah, I've got over a month yet, before I get released to go back to work.
And I've been tieing up loose ends and trying to situate everything here.
Things have seemed to gone awry in my life and it's time for changes.

TJ and I had our first sit down talk in AGESThings may slightly ( Read more... )

nothing seems to matter, when there is nothing to look forward to any longer

-lingerupon my lips, do lie ( Read more... )

i'm crashing into something.. it feels kind of like, love.. except there isnt any pain, so i know it's not familiar

Sometimes I wonder why I bother.?
Why bother to be normal, to be sane, to be civalized.
When I just want to scream at the top of my lungs!

I LOATHE YOU!
I CANT STAND YOU!
I FUCKING HATE YOU!But no, I falter at the first realization ( Read more... )

into the darkness i open my arms and steadily fall.. gazing down into the oblivious hope of finding a bottom

i dont know what to write..
all i know is that i need to write ( Read more... )