Ahh...more packing, cleaning, stuffing, clearing, getting rid of, moving, giving away, bla bla bla...etc...

James is visiting in a few minutes! yay!! :) I look t-e-r-r-i-b-l-e but thats ok, I should be close enough by now to him that he can see me at my worst and I shouldn't have a spaz.

Well I got to get back to packing!!

6 more days

I had oral surgery today. Ouch. I first had to get the gum around my left back, twelve year old molar burned, so the could dig down there and straighten it. It was coming practically vertically. Oh yes, I forgot to mention, I was on anestetics (sp?) so i was asleep for the 55 minutes it took them to day all this. So, not only did I have a tooth ( Read more... )

I wrote this poem a long time ago in the period when I was going out w/ jeremy. I post it again because this time I feel it has more meaning ( Read more... )

:D Room, by room, my house is collapsing into a billion lil brown boxes. I need to get out, but I want to stay in. I want to stay in, if in is the only place I can be around everyone. But I want to be out, because of her. GOD DAMN THAT BITCH! i better hurry before she starts asking fro me to do a shit load of stuff for her.

16 days left

Bits and parts of me are flying away so soundlessly, yet everyone who matters can hear them leave

That damn shower, I hate it. It leaks. Terrible water pressure. And it makes un-shower-like noises. So, I give my dog a shower, so she can suffer too ( Read more... )

this is weird, right after I got off the phone with James around 10:15 last night I went right to bed, and my lil alarm in my head woke me up at 6 and I coulnd't go back to sleep...hmm o well I had to wake up at 7 anyway. :D

My clothes cling to my body ( Read more... )

Ok well since the other pictures didn't show up, these should I added one


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