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Growing
Becoming Stronger and Longer
Struggling
Accepting
Understanding
Not Knowing What The Actual Fuck
Being Happy
Being Loved
Changing - keep changing for the better
Conquer Strange Addictions Never Taken Seriously
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Everything's fine. Shhhhhhh.
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Wish my hair were longer
Tomorrow's the last day of school for the Summer, and the last day of high school for me forever. It feels surreal. Five years of Hell and suddenly... I'm free? It's almost too good to be true. I hope it isn't. I hope I graduate and go to college and everything goes perfectly. (Perfectly, pff. I know there's no such thing, but let's pretend for a ( Read more... ) -
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I feel lonely right now (for reasons unknown).
I just changed the privacy settings on a couple of my entries so people other than me can see them.
I need to go upstairs. I'm starting to feel not good. I'm starting to feel not good.
Maybe I should write.
I don't feel good. I feel sad.
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So, sorry for my existence.
I haven't been a good friend. I hide behind a veil of silence. I pretend I don't notice until it's late enough that I can just brush it over with a <3. I never know the right words to say. I'm less humbled than I used to be. My advice is dry and desperate. I don't know who I am or where I am, but it's a pale tinge of ( Read more... ) -
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I'm hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh. :)
So, a while ago like, last... Thursday I went for a psichiatric assessment for the first time. APPARENTLY (apparently apparently) I don't even have an anxiety disorder... or ADD. APPARENTLY I'm Bipolar.
I was estatic to hear this - this means they finally know what's wrong with me, and I can ( Read more... ) -
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-sigh-
Just breathe.