i haven't been on livejournal since about the week after all that dave and duke drama and i wanted nothing to do with anyone lol but i think i'm going to pretend that someone reads this and vent ( Read more... )

i miss mass

so there's a christmas party tonight at mule's for everyone who works there and i really want to go but duke's going to be there and i really just don't want to deal with his bullshit. isn't that lame? i'm not going because of that stupid fuck. urgh. he's at our house now, too, which means i can't hang out with dave or be downstairs because he's ( Read more... )

yea...so i hate to say this cause i thought we were finally all good again, and even last night, last night i was okay, but i think i'm going to a bad place with this whole duke drama again. i think i'm going back to that place where i'm just not going to let him in because he makes me so mad. i was just talking to nick, dave's old roomate, about ( Read more... )

i miss paul! it's like the other half of me is gone and it's weird ( Read more... )

last night dave and i moved in together. our apartment is GORGEOUS!!! and nick's twin(i think) siter nicole lives right behind us, which is awesome ( Read more... )

i hate duke. i don't even have a reason for today. i just don't trust him in general ( Read more... )

wow. santeria is playing on the radio right now in the gbcb. remember when we did that and it was so terrible cause i had worse stage fright than i have now. weird. to imagine it was once worse than it is now. i miss you! and northampton ( Read more... )

i don't know what i'm doing anymore. i'm working 4 hours at a time, when i get the chance, to book some tour that honestly is pointless because i don't have an electric guitar that works, or rather, sounds good, and i don't have an amp. jesse isn't helping me with anything, and yet he constantly talks about how great our band could be and how we ( Read more... )

i don't know what to do about my band. or larry. or school. or living in general. no clue what i want to do or where i want to be and it all just seems to pointless lately. everything but dave ( Read more... )