im going to tell him i love him

but gonna get him

program

why is it no matter how much i try and help someone it only makes others upset why why why? Dammit cant everyone be happy and have fun jesus i cant do this on my own anymore im gonna die inside and out. now i think im being overdramatic so im gonna stop now...

IM just a fuck up i know thats really how it goes i just hate it i just hate it ( Read more... )

think of christian

Okay i have been really busy and a lot has gone on. so sorry again you missed out, so i will attempt to update a little more frequently for christian. Oh yeah today i was sick and didnt feel good

Ehhhhh to much drama and its never about me but o well its the price of (something i havent gotten yet i guess). Anyway concerned and concerned thats all my life is right now why cuz i have these crap called feelings that are supposed to go to girls and i got mixed up in the whole being born crap i suppose but i love christian. My life seems to ( Read more... )

Well another good weekend of course, saw christian from afar. Surfing the web currently distracting my mind from the harsh realities of this cruel bitter world, i just hope i will pull something nice out of it all. Im really in the mood 4 (probably best i deleted that). Anyways im online so im going to cut this short and say, good weekend, good ( Read more... )

i want him sooooooooo bad