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[disrupted_lover]

I'm beginning to think that it might be time to give up. I give up on everything...now I need to give up on the one thing that matters to me, or person, rather. Yesterday was December 20, a day that means a lot to me. Luckily, I didn't realize it until around 7:20pm when Doug called me. It was an okay day for me. It was the first day that Michelle

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chris

[flakeysoul]

sorry to say baby girl but life doesnt work that way. the love never ends and in 20 years when someone mentions his name you will still get a knot in your tummy and a hiccup in your heart. redhead mentioned c.wise to me tonite. still feeling it. not hopeless though; it doesnt go away but it does change; becomes a bittersweet memory of love-not nearly as painful as the real thing. best you can do is learn from it. best lesson learned is honesty, not so much to the other person as to yourself. not lying to oneself is difficult to acheive but once there makes all the diff in the world. it usually takes a good friend who is willing to point out the bullshit in your life to you. someone who cares enough about you to risk making you pissed off to make sure you're not trying to lie to yourself to get around an unpleasant aspect of your own personality. we all have some shit ass in us. being able to spot that ass and defeat it is a true hallmark of being a good person...an honest person.

Re: chris

[dashboardcab]

Yeah, shit sucks.