so i've been taking care of mik for the past 4 days because he injured his knee snowboarding the other day. been pretty bored. the weather is fucking amazing. i want out. did my first blood draw on friday. totally messed up. getting real nervous,  but still really excited too. yeah. that's life for me right now. i miss my camera.

i really miss taking pictures.

i still can't believe my camera is out of comission.

i want to trust you.

but i also want the feelings in this relationship to be mutual.

i fucking hate worrying all the god damn time.

i wish i didn't care.

i don't think i've ever felt so ugly in my life.

what is happening?

oh yeah, wine myself and my ipod with all my outdated songs ( Read more... )

i want a love like this:


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this is by far the worst i have ever felt in my life.

i want to die.

all throughout last night was beautiful. i finally went to bed at like, 3am. took some snow pictures at midnight. to my surprised they turned out alright. i was hoping i'd wake up this morning and there'd be much more snow but no, it's almost all melted now. not totally though, but it's not pretty anymore! i hope we get moreee. sometimes i wish i ( Read more... )

yeah yeah.

IT'S SNOWING!

pictures tomorrow hopefully.

oh and happy birthday tomorrow todd! i hope you have a wonderful day.

i keep getting this weird pain in my left side.. like my hip area. it's weird..

maybe i just need food. haven't ate all day.

it's so cold.

but where's the snow?!

major stormage coming to seattle. blaaahhhhh. sooooo windy and rainy. it's going to get so cold. tomorrow, sunday, monday. it's gonna snow for sure and i'm excited! it's such a treat. honestly, we don't get much snow in the seattle area. the mountains get overloaded with it, but not seattle. so when it does snow here it's pretty cool. i'm afraid ( Read more... )

if i could have one wish, i'd wish that everybody in the world could be happy ( Read more... )