I want to start making things happen. I'm tired of saying I'm going to do things, and never following through. The happy life I picture in my mind does exist, and can be reached. Hard work, determination, and motivation and strength is all it really takes to get there. I'm going to do it!!!

Anticipation!

I feel as if I am not writing as well as I know I can. I have so much to say, yet I don't know where to begin or how to get it all out.

I wrote an email to the manager at Group Health. I have not sent it yet. I am trying to get a few people to proof read it for me before I send it. I want it to be perfect. Because I want her to be able to say "Wow ( Read more... )

i feel lonely, empty, disconnected ( Read more... )

i've been so busy lately. finished school, now i'm just doing my internship/externship/clinical/practicum thing lol. i'm at group health on capitol hill. pretty sweet location. today was only my 3rd day, but i just jumped right in. i did 10 blood draws today! on real, actual patients! and i did good on all of them. i did good. everyones been so ( Read more... )

so life is life.. and my life isn't super exciting, really, not a whole lot going on. school is okay, definitely a challenge but it's alright. 2 weeks left. then i have the whole summer off, then i'll be training in a hospital??? SO NERVOUS. i've stolen a bunch of supplies though so.. i'm going to practice on mik. and whomever else is totally down ( Read more... )

yay i got a new camera.

so happy.

i need to vent a little. i never really have anybody to talk to so..

so, my aunt. i used to be pretty close with her. i lived with her for a few months when i was 16, and then again recently. i've alway enjoyed talking to her, and she's always given me good advice. so, last week she asks me if i will let her borrow $2,000. i have a little bit of ( Read more... )

this crazy swine flu shit is freaking me out big time. it went from being only in mexico city or whatevs, to like a couple of cases in CA, KS, NY, OH, and some other state and it sounded like the health organization or whatever it is was going to get a hold on it. and now it's just getting worse. i thought i was safe here, now there's like 10 cases ( Read more... )

all you really have is yourself.

i want to be my own best friend.