yesterday. sitting in the honors college with maureen and little bit. trying to get my homework for rose's night class finished ( Read more... )

by Marge Piercy... courtesy of my little brother's freshman engligh comp. book ( Read more... )

i was just really embarassed/offended by someone i love
in front of a group of people,
which happens to be my achilles heel.

retreating to my room
to listen to sarah mclachlan
wait for tony
and refrain from doing anything self-destructive or mean.

came home thursday night after class-- a little disillusioned from the events of the morning, the weirdness with maureen, the first day of bleeding. i was emotional anyway and felt like i wasn't getting any support-- aren't you SISTERS supposed to help? but no. shrugged shoulders and "i'm sorrys" and i guess i shouldn't expect anyone to give a ( Read more... )

okay... i don't know if you've seen the "Get your War On" cartoons... but i am rolling on the ground laughing ( Read more... )

this past week was insanity and i'm not sure i'm prepared to deal with the drama of the dorms, of life. and when something becomes an escape, it has to go... so i am being really careful. it has become so social for me now, such a part of my day and a part of me ( Read more... )

today i came home and found a package.
imagine my surprise when i opened it and i found an 8.5 x 11 copy of my favorite picture EVER taken of me.
i had given it to steve.
now he's given it back.
no note. no explanation. just a picture.
we've been broken up for a year.

congratulations, steve you just won the "insensitive asshole of the year"

finally found a computer that works on this campus-- good old honors college always comes through in a bind. sorry i have been absent for so long from some of your lives-- be assured that i missed you more than you missed me ( Read more... )

home for labor day weekend. it's nice ( Read more... )

i leave today for a year of whole new adventures (or at least a semester).

i keep thinking about how different i was at the beginning of last year.

let's hear it for growing up and learning and changing and moving and new adventures.