havent wrote in this in a long time.....i guess i kind of forgot i had it...Lifes been a little unnerving lately...I feel like my emotions are dull....its so hard to feel anything but pain right now...the only time i feel happy is with that tiny bottle in my hand....its crazy how such a small thing can induce such beautiful things...i need to stop ( Read more... )

Last night Jenny escaped to Daniels...like I did when i was a different person..I worry about her alot more then i should, but i cant really help it i guess i just see alot of my younger self in her and want to protect her from the world..

Im letting go, I decided since I need to stop worrying so much about what people think of my writing i would start journal...so here it goes