Pienso que soy muerto. o matanza mi propio cuerpo lentamente. no siento mucho más. Voy loco. Mantengo el tener de ésos extraño fuera de sensaciones del cuerpo pero por horas en un pozo del tiempo conjeturo que es lo que consigo. El karma trabaja entre su mente y cuerpo.

i met some guy at borders today to buy flaming lips tickets for tonight. yeeha well actually my sister bought mine for me since i didnt have any money. we lucked out considering its the day of the show and they are sold out. I think its officially over between me and fuckface, shit like that always happens in the summer and people that bitch if i ( Read more... )

Im back from New York and my realitys shaken a few connections across the wires have left me wondering the empty streets of my emotions, she's the only one that have ever truely cared about me, but the complexity of our relationship pushed me far back into the simple life, I listen to her messages and never return her calls, i feel bad but am I ( Read more... )

Im at school,and i have cramps. but anyhow ( Read more... )

Im a sad one

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It sucks realizing you were used for someone elses loneliness. People are mean....

im sad, dont know why i guess im paying for my long spout of unexplained hapiness for a couple months there, i think its just because im lonely though. im do damn codependent. I always have to have a relationship with someone or i freak out. I dont know maybe everyones like that but it really sucks.

im on break right now, ive been working way to much lately, working nights is getting to me but if i quite i wont have health insurance......yea saturday i went to breakfest it was a good line-up, i didnt stay the whole time though cause i had to find a place to stay cause me and the madre fought. im suposed to be at death cab for cutie right now, ( Read more... )