Maybe it'll just never be more than this. Maybe it's time for goodbye.

Is it bad to throw up 35 times in one day?

I'm losing control.

Saw 500 days of summer...again. My 4th time now. I love the whole story. It makes me really believe that I will find love again. You know sometimes you hope something will be different or that time will change and make how your feeling better but then you realize is when you REALLY fall in love with someone, you don't just get over it that easily ( Read more... )

My eventful two days in NYC for the Tyra Banks show ( Read more... )

Dear Journal ( Read more... )

I REALLY really like ben. We went out again last night and we are hanging out tonight too <3 We saw hotel for dogs last night haha. It was so cute, and then we talked afterwards in his car for like 2 hours. The time went by so fast and then I started driving home at like 12:30ish. I love spending time with him, we always have so much fun and he ( Read more... )

Terra Incognizant ( Read more... )

you used to know me better than I knew myself ( Read more... )

( August 21st, 2008 )

I just can't believe it is over. 3 years of being with Anthony is over. I am not complaining that it is, it needed to be done with. I put up with more than I ever should of. I mean you can't expect me to just forget about him after being with him pretty much everyday for 3 years of my life. We went through a lot of ups and downs ( Read more... )