So I was reading an e-mail Dan (Berube) wrote me today. And suddenly I was struck with this overwhelming feeling of....well I don't know. But all at once I was soooooooo happy that I had this guy in my life who could articulate things soo well! He was going on about how horrible the last 24 hours of his life has been (ahah excuse me) and I was just ( Read more... )

This is beyond exhaustion
Belief can no longer mend these broken wings
I am sorry I crumbled beneath the burden
But belief can no longer fix these kinds of things
I think I've been drained of every ounce of will
For I have not the will to do anything but wish....

No ideas tonight
Just a defeaning silence
And I think it's what we need
I think it's what we ( Read more... )

I still just cannot wrap my head around the fact that huge gigantic metal objects that weigh about a million tons can fly through the air, and with few hundred people inside it, no less. Nah, that’s not weird.

January 22nd, 2006

That is a DIRECT quote from Jennifer Good's weblog!!! Do I actually have to say ANYTHING?!?!?!

*...I could never reundo ( Read more... )

I guess it's been a while. I guess this is my first entry of the new year. Damn alot has happened, and yet very little has changed. fuck.

*The things we do just to stay alive...*

Aloha,

tis the night before christmas, and I, in typical Jessica fashion, am struggling once again with my heart. Today Kevin from Sunrise gave me his number, and his e-mail address. And he sort of invited me out on New Years. He's awsome to talk to, he LOVES music, he's intelligent, funny, witty...and in every other way the opposite of ( Read more... )

It's almost christmas, and I'm not even close to being in a christmas mood. I hate this, I'm kicking this whole seasonal depression thing, but fuck...it still gets me every once and a while. Damnit.

*...could it be maybe you saw me sleepwalking...*

                      
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Each time the reasons seem to fly
It's an empty tomb, and empty tomb
And every attempt is a still birth
Poorly crafted in the womb
We're so arrogant
Who dares to cheat the fate?
You've got every reason to
You've got every reason to

We always do

There's a chasm the size of my heart
Laying between you and I
I sometimes question it all
We're leaving ourselves ( Read more... )

Each time the reasons seem to fly ( Read more... )

When will this end ( Read more... )