He's here ( Read more... )

I finally have the heart to unpack.

Apparently, I am capable of accomplishing a good deal of deep thinking in the grocery store.

I need to make the decision to be happy, because lately I haven't been. It's a process, and it's something I have to do if I want to maintain healthy relationships.

It all starts with a smile and a pack of orange tic tacs.

You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks, or even months over-analyzing a situation; trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could've, would've happened...

or you can leave the pieces on the floor
and move the fuck on.

I want to feel a sweet soreness in my face from smiling too wide.
I want to laugh so hard that tears start to rim my lids.
I want to stop dragging myself through the day with a glum disposition.

Maybe I want too much.
But I just want to feel special.

I had the strangest dream last night. Well, it wasn't the most bizarre dream I've ever had, but I still thought it was pretty interesting ( Read more... )

"I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."

Exactly two years ago, I wrote this in my old livejournal.

March 27, 2008.
The storm's passing ( Read more... )

Member A: So, I've been meaning to ask you- how was Alice in Wonderland?
Member B: It was great, man. The effects were really awesome. Tim Burton did a really good job.
Member C: I didn't really like the 3-D version, though...
Member B: No? Really?! Were you stoned?
Member C: ... What? No...
Member B: That, my friend, was the missing element.

Don't you just hate the feeling of going to bed with a tight throat and a hollow heart?

Never throw yourself at someone, regardless of how much you appeal to them. They just might fling you back.