Branded
I am different from them
We all say that though
I have values, morals
I am not another teen statistic
In this dense world today
Categorized under abuse, rape, disease
Then I fall
You bring me down
Steal my pride
I give it up inadmissible
Bound and tied
You scream at me and
Hide my eyes
Bruised, cut, destroyed
Still I refuse to cry
Now I crash
Sell my body
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Remember all of those times you used me?

I forgave you and you forgot.

Remember all of those times you lied to me?

I forgave you and you forgot.

Remember all of those times you cheated me?

I forgave you and you forgot.

Remember all of those times you turned your back on me?

I forgave you and you forgot.

Remember all of those times you ignored me?

I forgave ( Read more... )

Forgive me for not forgiving you
I have tried so many times
Forgive me for not letting you back in
You hurt me so deeply
Forgive me for hating you
I cant stand being around you anymore
Forgive me for what I said
You needed to hear it
Forgive me for all of the fights
I didnt start them, you were the reason
Forgive me for the heartbreak
You never showed me ( Read more... )

The wall is not worthy to portray your silhouette
The ground is not worthy to be graced by your presence
Your beauty is impossible to forget
Even candles aren't worthy to be held to you

If looks could kill there'd be a global genocide
Your beauty stands the test of time
Not even angels compare
Because you my dear are an angel of your own
And made up of the ( Read more... )

From the Other Side of a Locked Door

Shades drawn
Chair against the door
She faces the Mirror
And turns ever so slowly
Watching her body’s reflection in the glass
Raises her arms and points to her toes
Now a side view

Thick of stomach
She quivers
Imperfect

She’ll run more
Maybe six miles tonight
A glass of juice
Or an apple if she has to….

Someone’s calling ( Read more... )

I am drowning in the river
Of my own blood and tears
Yelling, screaming, pleading
Someone pull me out
Take me far away from here

I am falling off the edge
Into a place so dark and cold
Forever I will stay
Unless my story's told
Please come and rescue me
Tell me where to run
Save me from my blackened soul
I need you now to come

I am fading into the night
So ( Read more... )

Absolve your vanity
For within your selfconstructed boundaries
Lies solitude
Your tourniquet has vanished
Abdicate your desire
And unveil your lies
Isolation you're all I have left
Only when I'm alone do you brush on my shoulder
You think you're easy to forget
Is lonelyness the Devil's game
And I his toy
Or is it Gods punishment
For my life of transgression
It ( Read more... )

Relevant Regret

I'll pretend you think I’m special

When I see you look at me

Ill close my eyes and ignore the truth

I know I hold the key

Not to your heart

Or even your soul

Tonight’s little game, shall never be told

Hazy of mind yet how little I care

This alcohol has left me too damn impaired

I know that it’s wrong

Still I accept my mindless ( Read more... )

On my Own

A contorted figure

A distorted face

I want to leave

I’m so out of place

At night I cry myself to sleep

I pray the Lord my soul to keep

No one gets it

No one cares

Try to help, they do not dare

They’re all caught up in their own fears

Over the years I’ve shed so many tears

I try to run

I try to hide

But the pain builds up

And burns ( Read more... )

Hey guys. My first entry. I'll add all of my poems shortly. I have to learn the ropes here. I'm used to MySpace so I don't really know how LiveJournal works. mm yeah. Ill post a new entry shortly!! xoxo.

:::SierraFerrari:::